8th post

Today my heart breaks a little again but not as much as I was hurt before.

"I have never trusted you."
"I can never reveal myself to you"

That's what he said.

What i left as of today is my 2 girls.

My heart feels like it's dying so much. I have no one left to talk to or I don't feel like talking it out anymore.

I don't know what should I do next. I wish a bad accident will land on me sometime fast. Like a car crash or a tree branch fell and stabbed on me instantly and let me die instantly.

How selfish of me to think this way.....

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